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It's all in your head.
Thursday, 2 August 2007
Dementia
to tell you what i feel inside...
my heart cannot comprehend this joy..
of seeing you, listening to your beautiful laugh, admiring your beautiful soul thats pulls me in like the waves on a beach
i didn't expect this..to know that you did it for me
i've been thinking about you in my dreams...waiting for you, so i can finally breathe. when i saw you i couldn't believe my eyes...i thought it was God playing a cruel trick on me....hearing you say my name...holding you in my arms...feeling your warm breath on my neck...savoring the way you held me...savoring the way you are looking at me.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:26 AM EDT
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Wednesday, 1 August 2007
Six Feet Above
These days I remember you as my personal vindicator
And I'm sad to know its been three years later
Most of our memories are leaving me and I don't know why
You'd laugh to know its you I'm dominated by
I remember dancing in the rain and solidifying our violent reign
And when you were taken away the quality and quantity of my pain
I use to blame us for what you did to our lives
mostly because now they wait and watch to see if I'll survive
Sometimes I'll hate you for giving up on life
Especially in the moments when memories are rife
Just wanted you to know this time of year is special and very hard for me
Dealing with remembering and losing you is always as I foresee
A painful walk into our memories which I've buried deep within me
When you're looking up at me I hope you see your one and only love tree
Forever locked in my heart is where you'll always be.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:55 AM EDT
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Red Squared
It's like a drug the way I depend
You and I had no beginning and no end
what did he say..?....one soul trapped in two bodies
Clever man that William Bligh...wanting to fly
Bodies entwined like the lies I lied
All of them done so we could get by
Focused my attention on what I stood to lose
and as I sit still... I relive what I ended up losing
Back then, I didn't do anything to stop this mess
Soaked myself in a tub of your distress
Now I reminisce about our so-called 'success'
and smile to myself as I hear you confess.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:54 AM EDT
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My Sun King--J.S.
Looking at how it moves everything along
faster or slower depends on whats on its mind
it all depends on what it 'feels' and more naturally its ideals
inspiration picks up with the speed
every measured action causes potent reactions
I don't know if I like 'This'...this thing that makes me cede
imaginable visions skittering across broad daylight
unafraid to these suggestions of second sight
Going faster than the senses...
...with my palms faced forward already engaged
Feeling the sirens in my daze
Hearing this...this seductive music coming from my mouth
to know its coming from within... at the core of my being
Its almost too real for me to believe in
I confess standing on this side of the line is freeing
This makes the memory ..makes you my eternal memory Sun King
A sight for the four eyes of this mystical being.


Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:52 AM EDT
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War Cry
The resolution is getting clearer
My actions is for the better
In due time you will realize why
and then you'll can't wait for him to die
You'll say I was right all along
for not wanting to participate in this lie.
After, she will wake up everyday just to cry
and she'll look at me with stony eyes and wonder why
while I question my reasons for being the bad guy
So for now, the only thing I can do is say Good-Bye.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:50 AM EDT
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Boy
Today its the first day in a long while
I am finally standing on my own
Yesterday I ripped off the strings
that were attached to my wooden back
I swear sitting for so long has made me forget
First I'll learn how to crawl then walk...eh?
I was scared about thinking on my own
but now I know that was no reason to settle
and ..that was no reason to forget me
I have to remind myself to fight for what I believe in
..even though its twisted and to some cruel and cold-hearted
I hate fucking cliches.. but in the end I'll always be me.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:49 AM EDT
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Movies
I see your mistakes before you make them
Seems like I have the best seat in the house
Sitting back and waiting for you ruin your heart
Instincts tell me I should warn you
But my voice is hoarse and my head hurts
Instincts tell me I should tell somebody
But you'll turn my love for you into jealously
So I sit back and make myself comfortable
counting down the seconds till you become unstable
I'll watch as you run towards me
praying and begging me to make it all better
and then I'll turn away and revel
Revel because you thought your way
was much better than my bitter experience.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:48 AM EDT
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RE-cycled
I'll put you on the pile of used things
you'll sit between my dolls and the people who love me
It seems everybody came from that category...even dolly
I watch as you sit in your prescribed corner
as you adjust your mask to cover new secrets
So it wasn't love to begin with, was it?
You are hereby released from any fucking obligations
that you 'feel' you owe me because of my services....
I'll chalk you up to another person who hurt me
You had no conscience about doing the deed
I have to admit I admire you
I aim to grow up to hurt people like you do
I've never seen anybody walk away that fast
you couldn't even put me on notice
who would have thought that
'a dozen days' later you'd go bye-bye
I ran headfirst into a dead end
and for now ..all I can do is distance myself from yours.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:47 AM EDT
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Tieing loose ends
within the veins of an outsider
outside the shells of my life
hoping 'this' time will fly by
past you and your lies
looking for reasons
to wrap this up
to forget everything i've thought
and all the times i've asked why
i have to say ...this is exhausting
mind..soul...body...spirit..all that shit
every time i always hope and pray
now i'm wishing it will all go away
to never find me in another day
i'm tired of this association
fed up with this intentional conversation
i will cut the flesh of you out of my life
and i will drain the blood we shared
straight from the source of the life i spared

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:46 AM EDT
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E.J.W.D.I.L.W.S.B.
you mean so much to me
i wish that you can see
what i believe you need
i cant see our future and
i don't want to relive our past
what you need is... now,
the present just to ..be
though it looks rather bleak
i promise that i'll always see
to it that you're always happy.

Posted by arcane-amorous at 1:45 AM EDT
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